Looking back...

such long time havent written anything here...
and for such long time... i have, found out many things meaningful about this life...
everything has a reason behind of them
a friend of mine always feel sad and alone... and ppl always think he is a geek..is that because of his family cannot afford all things... i just can realize it recently.
Khanh ever feels shy is because he doesnt have his dad to be always besides him.. that even makes him not like any man in this world..
Tien's writing his songs.. as he wants to put all of his true feeling.. as i think ...to his mom inside..
And Olive.. why he left.. the reason behind that is still a question for me..

everyone has their own situations.. that even i could not hear from them.. but from their friends, songs, relatives.. it always makes me feel sorry for them... much...
then i feel how precious it is for all the things theyve done and shared with me
and i am, truly luck that much when i have such family... that i dont have to worry much about anything.

Someday i will find out why he left... or should i not?
i will come to meet him, or should i not?
ppl hear me say that i beleive in destiny... but just in relationship.. the way i met my friends.. hanging out with them... an learn such lessons is so precious.

Thanks for your precious souls! (even i say that appreciate with a lil bit of sorrow and sorry?!)
and thanks my God as He's brought them near me..

for such lunaryear has passed.. i had the luckiest year ever in my life.. successful work, study, friendship...
but the only one thing that i lost is in love..
He makes everytthing fair, for good and bad fortune, for doing right or wrong for sucess and failure..
was last year my lucky year at last?
will this year i have to pay it back with all things go wrong?
wish that everything in this life will be kept in that balance... and all of my dearest friends will find out what theyve been searching, and also for me...
even my intuition says it's not such good year this 2009, but should I beleive?

back to the past year... if there wasnt no help or prayers from my friends... that wouldnt have been such great...
so let's pray and act for a great year to come... for you and me

p.s: it's the picture of "fu dao"- my name in chinese but it's up side down... it means you'lll have a year full of happiness and good fortune will come to you!