such long time i havent posted anything..
my life keeps coming with blue and happy stories ( blue more? maybe^ ^)
but my mood is better now.. after days long suffering from the feelings of despair and hopeless
my story with him still continue with jokes, blues, and happiness
still i dont know where is his joke.. and where is his true feelings
also i met some Turkish friends again
one of them is Cigdem, the girl who always doubts about me and my reason about Turkey...
i dont know why..
maybe that's fate..
when i know him, and my net sisters from Turkey
then, i met them, those Turkish guys in Vietnam,
and then i found out my friend's brother is studying Turkish... so i tried to learn by the photocopied book.. (still i confused with it, even i just learnt the 2 lessons^ ^)
when she let me down, then Olive even let me down by refusing my help
all the things like stuck in a dead end street... like that noone opens those locked doors for me..
feel like my dream can never come true.. my dream to Turkey, my dream to become a diplomat...
then somehow.. maybe it's because of my God.. He Gives my strength to overcome the pain..
now i get back my hope to my future.. and i know it's all in my hands...
but still i'm not sure about him.. about my feelings of him
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