Things 'bout You

Whenever I see your smile,
No matter how mad i was, no matter how bad you treated me...
and how hard that tried to make it it serious..
I can't help smiling back...

As I know
The smiles are precious... (at least to me)
And as one day
Probably, I won't see those again...

When you did something wrong
Me or with friends
I feel really down...
Sad for what you do
Despair for what youve done...
Worried about you

Tried to avoid
Meeting, texting, calling you
Crazy

You said something
about life...
That makes me scared
Sometimes
That makes me feel disgust
And realize...

How terrible this life is
When treating with human

Should I
Move closer to you?
Or as people around me say
'Away from him as long as you can'?
Confused

Are you good for me?
Or as a jerk like someone used to be?
For some extends..
That possibly true...
As every time you let me down

For some extends..
That's possibly false
As the way you to me
Simply
Friend to Friend

Perhaps
I should let this out
Off what I can reach
Off what I can hold
Let it

Slip away....