How to firgure it out?!

Introduced you to a friend
Wondering how silly I am

She's cute, perfect
And you seem swirl in to her... next

Restless... and it's hurt
Mentally and physically..

Wondering why...

Try to avoid talking to you..
But somehow, we just make it through...

Meet you
Here and then

Probably
Serendipity...

Surrender, should I some day?!

Ran into me unexpectedly,
That's how you make me feel completely Happy
How girly...

Realize how talkative
Is the person you conceive

Asking why so..
Turning away, ask me if i dont want though...

Just let it flow...

Things 'bout You

Whenever I see your smile,
No matter how mad i was, no matter how bad you treated me...
and how hard that tried to make it it serious..
I can't help smiling back...

As I know
The smiles are precious... (at least to me)
And as one day
Probably, I won't see those again...

When you did something wrong
Me or with friends
I feel really down...
Sad for what you do
Despair for what youve done...
Worried about you

Tried to avoid
Meeting, texting, calling you
Crazy

You said something
about life...
That makes me scared
Sometimes
That makes me feel disgust
And realize...

How terrible this life is
When treating with human

Should I
Move closer to you?
Or as people around me say
'Away from him as long as you can'?
Confused

Are you good for me?
Or as a jerk like someone used to be?
For some extends..
That possibly true...
As every time you let me down

For some extends..
That's possibly false
As the way you to me
Simply
Friend to Friend

Perhaps
I should let this out
Off what I can reach
Off what I can hold
Let it

Slip away....