something....

i can feel something not good now..
missing someone?..maybe...
i wonder how long i have suffered from this...
why im still thinking about him?/
he's backed ..but doesnt send me any mail...
sometimes..i just want to leave him there..forever..
but i cant... i'm still missing him..all the time i think about him..
even i havent sent him any mail..but i always hope that he'll be the 1st one to send mails to me..why so?
i know what he wants...and i know what he hates too..
it sounds so hopeless...
i met his friends few mins ago.. Ahmet and Polly have got a good news.. a baby willcome to this life at the end of this year...
somehow i feel a little bit blue,even i'm also really happy for them..
congratulations ...
i just could ask Ahmet about him in some questions..no alsmost a question..i asked him 'have you got any news from olive?'
i hid all my feeings
i havent told Ahmet what i feel about Olive..
also..i dont want to tell him..even Ahmet is his best friend..
ill forget..forget everything...about Olive..
but the only one i want to tell you, Olive, is that i'm really happy cause youve grown up...youve found a new job, i always wish all best wishes for you..for your life..wish youre happy ...
may Olive never read these lines

Autunm has come but Summer still lasts

Yeah..that's true for me..last Summer was the best but also the worst Summer of my life(till now ofcourse)
the best thing i had is..meeting my good net friend..it's Khanh..it's also the 1st time i met my net friend in real life.....how kind he is.. how nice he is... he even gave me my bd present
i think that he's my best net friend at all..
another best thing is to meet my net sis...she's from turkey..sis Seher..is the best net sis i have..
she even sent me some CDs about her country..how kind you are sis!!..if youre reading these lines..then i have to say it's my appreciate!
next are the worse things..
now i'm feeling really bad..like the way i'm missing someone..someone...deep in my heart..i cant forget someone...even we dont contact with each other anymore..
i still cant forget the way i feel when i thought that i fail the uni exams..really bad...
but then it changed and everythin is really good now..as i can apply to two uni..
surely that i chose to study in University of humanities and social societies at my dept..about foreign affairs..
how nice!!!!!