Somehow after reading the page of a friend's , I'm ready to drop this down...
I'm a worry person..
as i always worry for myself and everybody around..
That's because..
I'm sensitive and emotional?
The fact is that i always feel sorry for those who act/ do things alone...
that reminds me..
on malaysia trip... we met a friend on the way to chocolate boutique..
it was Matt who stirred up the feelings of sorry in me again..
what could i do with a guy who always travel alone like this... while everyone should have got their friends with them?
then Matt, Kelley and me became friends...
still, i'm worried what did he do later after the SAS trip, and would he find his close friend?
Close friend...
have i ever mentioned i havent got one?
really, i dont know what's the definition of best/ close friend...
and i think.. i havent got one...
second time of feeling sorry for someone..
it was one of my friends here...
had never minded about his story so much than thesedays
still, that's the feeling of sorry for someone who's left alone
and somehow I want to do something for him, to make him feel better... (or worse i dunno, but i am trying my best)
we are friends.. maybe but i have never cared for this...till now
so there are 2 cases that i feel sorry for someone "alone"?
step back, and wondering am i alone?
well, it's the matter of fact that when i'm with those "pathetic" friends... i'm not alone
but what about the feelings that ive enevr shared in my heart?
they are alone
Despair and sorrow...
it was only him who made me feel this way...
even i'd known it would happened, but didnt think it's worse like that
maybe he didnt want to make it more serious and despair... so the last words came from him..
nah, to be honest, there are still many cases that makes me feel sorry... but many come from friends...
I'm happy...maybe.. and the stories of my friends make me stronger time by time..
i may have no chance to experience those situation (or i never hope to), but from them i learn that much sympathy and courage...
i may have long time to find out another relationship that special like his and mine, but from him i heard the sounds of love and beauty
thanks for all!!!
