What the hell are you waiting for?

no..i dunno what i'm waiting for now..no friends..no mails..no contacts..
it's changed ...all..
today like everyday i woke up late..cause i'm on my holidays..but nothing to do..
then i'm online and chacked mail..but noone's there also..
sigh..just need someone to chatwith..but couldnt..
it's so boring...*how many times have i said these words?!*
i want to send him a mail..but when the pagecomes..i changed my mind no..i wont send him any messages.
ive promised to myself that if he didnt send offline messages to me..illl never contact with him..
maybe ill feel better....ok ok forget it
next weekis new year right?
then i wish everybody will have a veryvery happy new year !!!!

Xmas Blue

hic yesterday ive post one..but just a draft..so try to post a new one..
yeah yeah..it's really blue yesterday...
and today the weather isnt good enough also...rain rain rain..why is it always raining?
ive just met Khanh today...noone else...
now he's gone eating..and me ..here to post some lines
ive finished my exams...i did my best ...
but dont know what the result is...hope that it will be good...
yeah..i know that still now noone has read all of these ...just try to post..even noone reads it..i will read it by myself...
hic...just wanna cry maybe.....
i really miss my friends..my friends...and also him....how can i stop thinking about that?
ok.. let me tell you what i have done today

...ive gone shopping and bought some cards with Phuong..
also..ive bought a new wallet for me...(it's the present i bought for myself...yeah merry Xmas..cucui!)
then have nothing to do..stayed at home and sleep...
hic mom will blame me if she sees her daughetr sleep too much like this..
sleeping makes me comfort and dont feel blue anymore
k..i think that's enough..today..cause i dont have anything to write..

everyone's happy right?

now i'm listening to a song..what is it name?..ah 'i will still loving you''
i feel better now maybe..when i see that everyone's still safe and has happy life like me..
thanks my God again..that we can live in peace
in this life..sometimes..you have happiness sometimes you have sadness..but God always chalenges you..like the way that he chalenges me..
sometimes..i feel so tired.. He brings me my friends..my love.. but then makes me cant do anything for them..let them down..even i dont want so..
have you ever loved somene but you cant say that you love them?
it's so hard for you..even it's on the tip of your toung ..
just becauseyou dont want to hurt him or her...
but if you keep your feelings in your mind ..it will kill your heart
sometimes i wanna cry..and i cry a lot to feel better.. after crying..you will feel better..your tears comfort your heart maybe..(why?)
ive lost my chance once or twice....i dont rememebr..again and again..
just when i got a chance..i lost it..even i had expected it so much..
i hurt myself..maybe..instead hurting him...i will bare it...

bad day

i dont know why..but today ..i feel so bad..maybe because i didnt meet my friends..(include him)..
even though i still met Khanh today..ha ha..he was late for his class just ebcuase chatting with me abot his friend..
poor khanh..
i think the only reason makes me feel bad today is i dint meet him..the one makes me angry all days..
he said that he had changed city(change city?)..i dunno ...
my exam begins before xmas..ill fin it before xmas also...oi now i just wish i can pass it and have a long long holidays..
this week i still have a lot of tests to do..hic hic..oh i'm so lazy..
anybody tells me what to do?...
thanks again Khanh for making me feel a little more good..